realization

From the very beginning of this, I have felt very uneasy about creating a scene. I have trouble coming up with something simple for a character in a show, so I had no idea how we were going to put together a scene that I felt would work and run smoothly. The very first day, I was just worried about making it close to the amount of time needed with a plot that would make sense. However, I realized during out last practice that everything has seemed to come together on its own. Each time we practice, I became more and more comfortable with what we are creating. I believe that I was worried a lot about what I was going to say and how I was going to say it, but now I am able focus on the beats that are happening in the scene. I make sure I know exactly when each physical action is going to happen and a basic idea for a lot of our speech excluding a few exceptions. I know that when I go on stage and have an audience it will be different and more difficult than it has been with just the two of us, but I feel much better about this than I ever thought I would have.